Five years, company had gotten through the hardship date as well as me.I set up profound friendship with the company. Five years of job experience in different positions have offered me opportunities to understand different job aspects. It is know that Huineng is one quit potential comapany and it is the leader in feed additive field. Now facing to resignation. I have no idea whereas it is not my thought. For the company, it might not be the time to establish foreign trade department and I think the company need a seasoned person in foreign trade.

    五年了，陪伴公司度过了最艰难的时期，与公司建立了深厚的感情，在不同的岗位上自己也获得了很多。众所周知，汇能是家很有潜力的公司，是饲料添加剂行业的引航者，前景非常看好。然而，现在却面临着离开，心存不忍，但也无可奈何。我想重做外贸，但时隔五年，外贸已陌生，唯有英语没敢过度荒废。而对公司而言，现在成立外贸部时机尚未成熟，况且公司也想招个一来就上手的人才。

    I feel bit by bit that I am not competent for my work and I can’t come into the part and work with all my heart. Marriage and procreation increased my household responsibility. It is difficult to take care my family because of 20-day business outside. You can’t have your cake and eat it too. I also often adjusted myself. But I got twice the result with half the effort and I always run into inhibition.

    我逐渐感觉到自己不能胜任本职工作了，自己总是进入不了角色，不能全心全意的投入进去。结婚生子，家庭责任感增加，自己每月20天的出差时间，很难照顾家庭。当然鱼和熊掌不能兼得。虽然不断的调整自己，但事倍功半，心情总是处于压抑之中。

    I fell tired deeply now. Diseases of the soul are more dangerous than those of the body. A change of work is as good as a rest. Yesterday is dead, forget it; tomorrow does not exist, don’t worry; today is here, use it. I don’t kill time any more. What is there sadder under the sun than a day that is gone and nothing done.

    我现在已经心力交瘁，心灵上的痛苦比肉体上的痛苦更危险。调换一下工作是很好的休息。昨天已经消逝，把它忘掉；明天还未来到，不必烦恼；今天就在眼前，把它用好。我不能再浪费时间，世界上没有什么事情，较之虚度年华，一事无成，更使人痛心。

    Idle boast the strong pass is a wall of iron, I hope that I will engage in foreign trade again though it might spend me lots of cost. With firm strides we are the thickest profit is action immediately. It is unfixed for the company and me to choose leave. Friends must part. It is a wise choice leaving before being fired.

    雄关漫道真如铁，而今迈步从头越。我想再回首从事自己的外贸工作，虽然成本有点高。对于个人，最昂贵的成本是犹豫不决，最丰厚的利润是马上行动。故选择离开，对公司对个都是一种解脱，天下无不散之筵席。与其被公司炒鱿鱼，不如提前辞职。

    Very quietly I take my leave

    As quietly as I came here;

    Gently I flick my sleeves

    Not even a wisp of cloud will I bring away

    Saying Good-bye to Cambridge Again

    By Xu Zhimo

    悄悄的我走了，

    正如我悄悄的来；

    我挥一挥衣袖，

    不带走一片云彩。

    再别康桥

    徐志摩